God’s been
answering some prayers lately – but it involves interrupting my sleep patterns.
What
were my sleep patterns? – sleeping whenever given a chance – at night, through
the morning, mid day nap, evening nap, in the car, at the mall, in public
places, on the computer, etc.
I have
never slept so much in my entire life. It got to the point that I avoided
reading proverbs because of the overwhelming conviction from reading the verses
connecting sleep with poverty.
So.
This is my sleep anonymous entry.
My name
is Alison Garza and I am a sleepaholic. When I first arrived home it was
ok. Someone told me that I was just catching up on all the sleep missed
in Bolivia and
my body is overloaded with sensory stuff. Ok ok I’d say, and use it
to justifyingly hop into bed again. But way too much time has passed to
justify it now. So I am confessing my ways and saying my prayers.
The
first answer to prayer in this arena occurred two days ago. “Oh God, please
help me,” is all I said as I pulled my sheets up over my shoulders at 2:30
p.m. I prayed this because I really wanted a nap but knew it wasn't the
best thing. IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWING, I received a text.
“So
I was reading my bible today and guess what verse came up?"
"Which
one?" I said
"In
proverbs 6. a little sleep a little slumber a little folding of the hands, the
one we joked about yesterday." It continues - and poverty will
come on you like a thief...
No
sleep prompt # 1 had hit. I
said thanks to God and decided to read in bed instead - unfortunately I fell
asleep while reading. Fail. Good thing God is full of grace which
leads to...
No
Sleep prompt #2
Recently
it has come to my attention that the OH SO DESIRED woman of proverbs 31 barely
sleeps, she’s a hard worker and really busy, and I am kind of single, and some
day will need to be someone’s wife. Maybe. But in the small chance that
it happens, I’m going to want to be the best wife I can be, naturally.
Who doesn't want to be a virtuous and capable wife and better than
all the other woman? So I also have been praying to be that woman.
This morning
Jesus woke me up at 6 a.m. - even though I have nothing to go to or do
(kind of) and could sleep in (for as long as I want). However, I knew from the
moment I opened my eyes that God woke me up to start my work as a proverbs 31
woman
What is
a modern day proverbs 31 woman to do, my heart asked my mind? I scratched
my head and begrudgingly put on warm clothes, glasses, hat, and boots and
walked outside to shovel snow. I figured that is something that a modern
day proverbs 31 woman would do because it involves hard work. Small steps
my anonymous friends, small steps.
So, for
all you doubters out there. God answers prayers, even those tiny ones that we
think can be pretty ridiculous. It happens, little by little, you'll see.
"Charm is deceptive, and beauty does
not last; but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised. Reward
her for all she has done. Let her deeds publicly declare her
praise." Proverbs 31:30-31
This man inspired me. He struggled to get on that treadmill with his cane - look closely and you an see it on his right. |
Grandma and Grandpa with their Manos De Libertad items :) |
The snow this morning |
Out bright n early in my pajama pants to shovel that snow |
Attempting to finish those essays. Almost done. |
This continues to be a daily routine with Mom. She has now increased her number of sit ups. PROUD |
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